It's Complicated

I'm in a don't ask/don't tell open relationship for a variety of reasons...I live between two countries...I like a little variety...apparently I was sick of a drama-free life....ha


This summer I wanted romance...that exciting, wonderful, tumultuous, all consuming can't-stop-making-out-like-teenagers...surrounded by people on the dance floor and you still feel alone with each other...tho it's better as adults cause we have cars and our own places and id. I knew it would end because school would start, but there's something about having an expiration date that helps you enjoy the moment even more. Remember summer romances? Some new, shiny person...maybe they didn't even go to your school or live in your town. They typically ended when the summer ended...before the honeymoon was over and real life interfered.

It was really really really good (kitchen table, handcuffs, gagged/blindfolded, hot tub, beach, car, public bathrooms, zen garden, morning/afternoon/evening)...I suppose I'll obsess for the next four months or until I'm buried by exams...try to appear interested but not stalker-ish (there's fb for that)...

It's complicated.